Saturday, February 17, 2007

where is kiosai going?

should we propose one of those lame name changes to start over a new leaf?
in fact, how many times have we changed the name?

ns.. ns... by the time those guys are free, then it'll be my turn.

i dun even noe if there's gonna be a recording for the band.

So I managed to get a grip at 7:32 PM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Stress is revolting.

I am fuckin packed with acting and school work, and looks like i'm beginning to see the light,

of a repeated semester.

fuck it. i'm bummed and fucked, and no one, NO ONE...

absolutely NO ONE understands the stress im going through..






fuckin happy-go-lucky aye.

So I managed to get a grip at 7:57 PM

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

ok.

i might have done something wrong.

and even something more wrong.

cause i would've forgotten everything about it ah. or so to say.
ah fuck. my fault. my fault.
kay. kay. not to worry. not to worry.

say... hmmmm.. ah yes... been looking up on Plain Sunset's videos... heh... always been the "wishing" band, cause, well.. all their lyrics have been like, "I wish that" and "i wish this"

they never really broke up lah, Plain Sunset is inevitably "Pah-wer".

Come On Toshi is over already. Very Disappointed in that. most spontaneous funny band ever. Muse Is next tuesday. ahuh.

ok.

So I managed to get a grip at 8:17 PM

Saturday, April 22, 2006

what a fuckin wipeout.

loadsa things happenedand are going to happen.

Google earth everyone. download google earth.

So I managed to get a grip at 1:31 AM

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

I remembered myself promising someone i'd record Tangisan di Palestin and Warisan Bangsa...

mati mati~~

i even fergot the lyrics, how am i supposed to start recording..

anyways, exams are almost over, the end of year 2 is coming... everything's happening so fast... Sazali's also goin off for offshore kinda thing for 6 freakin months and i'm thinking, this march will be the last time we'll perform with zali...

and i got an attached to Ultimate Laptops at SimLim tower... pffft...

$440/mnth

fuck ITP.

So I managed to get a grip at 9:48 PM

Monday, February 13, 2006

i was walking down the sheltered walkway from Causeway Point to the traffic light.

a couple of banglas were talking about screwing Trans.

IN ENGLISH.

=
shocking.

So I managed to get a grip at 8:00 AM

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

ouh man...

I lost my Mojo in drumming. serious shit. Gig's gonna be on the 11th and 25th of Feb and i'm feeling like this.. this is not good.

i need money to buy lotsa drummings stuffs... but easy as he goes.. well as easy as i go, money goes away easily too..

you know,

lotsa people got problems with their guys or friends or whatever, but i see no point in them crying. its not that i lack compassion but, crying over a girl who dumps you cause she's an ass... =\ and girls.. pfft

i know i've not been through the worst break up, but i find things like this, pathetiq.

and for budak budak taik, calling their reinforcements just to deal with a guy... if only some of them would read this, here's one for you:

fuckin grow up. be independent.. u dun overcome obstacles by calling guys to get your back... u wanna fight him, fight alone.

and someone get the couple at my void deck to fuck off.


and i am very happy. 3 more years i tell you.. 3 more years... where's farhanah...

So I managed to get a grip at 7:28 AM

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

whoa....

Rockin' X'mas gig was a blast~~~ craziest shit ever

and velocity's gig was superb.. great sound.. everything was yeehaaww crazy as hell too~~

and fuck~! i won best drummer for velocity gig~!

yeah i noe i noe... obviously there're other good and talented drummers out there.. but i'm not up to competitions for my skills but.. hah~ sure feels good for winning that.. in velocity~ hah~

So I managed to get a grip at 8:49 AM

Sunday, December 04, 2005

I say,

What the fuck..

some indian guy beside me just let out a fart and he even had the cheek to lift his butt of the seat before letting out that cursed air.

I have been very very busy lately... sometimes i wonder why, but maybe it's because,

I GOT A NEW JOB~!

yeah.. cheers for me man... Night safari's nice place to work in. get to see lots and lots (..and i mean ALOT...) of hot, stunning, cheeky japanese chicks... cute babies and also hot expats. other than that, the staff there are all friendly, and very funny... i got to talk to people and shits like that... hah~! ouh and i heard stories about that place too...

well anyways... remember that indian guy? he left staring at me.. i guess he's wondering whether i heard him fart... (... noooo...)

and i'm goin to dreamtheater's concert. righteous~!

cheers for good pay but short hours of work~!

So I managed to get a grip at 5:52 PM

I say,

What the fuck..

some indian guy beside me just let out a fart and he even had the cheek to lift his butt of the seat before letting out that cursed air.

I have been very very busy lately... sometimes i wonder why, but maybe it's because,

I GOT A NEW JOB~!

yeah.. cheers for me man... Night safari's nice place to work in. get to see lots and lots (..and i mean ALOT...) of hot, stunning, cheeky japanese chicks... cute babies and also hot expats. other than that, the staff there are all friendly, and very funny... once i was at the back smokin with one of the staff. he suddenly had to go off fast and asked me to smoke maha-mega-fast. so i took in fast ones and Paaaaaarp~! got high and walked like a maniac out of the secret area. hah~! ouh and i heard stories about that place too...

cheers for good pay but short hours of work~!

So I managed to get a grip at 5:52 PM

Saturday, November 19, 2005

My computer's fucked. end of it's life. ilek, kosong, no life, zilch.

anything if u guys wanna talk to me msg me kay.. seriously.. it'll be a long time till i use the computer regularly like last time.

So I managed to get a grip at 10:00 PM

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My computer's fucked. end of it's life. ilek, kosong, no life, zilch.

anything if u guys wanna talk to me msg me kay.. seriously.. it'll be a long time till i use the computer regularly like last time.

So I managed to get a grip at 10:00 PM

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My computer's fucked. end of it's life. ilek, kosong, no life, zilch.

anything if u guys wanna talk to me msg me kay.. seriously.. it'll be a long time till i use the computer regularly like last time.

So I managed to get a grip at 10:00 PM

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My computer's fucked. end of it's life. ilek, kosong, no life, zilch.

anything if u guys wanna talk to me msg me kay.. seriously.. it'll be a long time till i use the computer regularly like last time.

So I managed to get a grip at 10:00 PM

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

I finally got the job at Night Safari. But i start work this December. Fuck.
People there are so happy... like, constantly happy...
i thought that was strange... cause i was anticipating for backstabbers, air headed people, angry managers, angry mobs and rude/arrogant bastards...

daymn, everybody was happy... there's this girl who even flirted with me, which i tot was rather nice. heh, come on... i dun get flirted at everytime.. this things comes like once a year? sheesh

ouh and even the manager's happy~ like, laughing with us..

this is definitely better than hotel jobs.

So I managed to get a grip at 8:38 AM

Thursday, November 10, 2005

I've got a sore throat, a headache, a stoned personality, a sore mind and a heartache.

I cough too much and my phlagm is Green and yellow.

Those rollups are much more worse than those with filters so now i'll stop for a week.

I want her but something tells me now's not the time.

On the brighter side, I've been, amazingly, concentrating on my projects~! Rizal's off for 'A' levels (... dun worry dude, u dun need luck... syirik~!...) and I'm stuck here, not jamming, not performing, not drumming, just playing guitar and goin out with Fauzi for Job interviews and lepak² and stuffs...~ Yeah, applied for Night Safari~ Ground crew or something... if anybody got lost during the trail they'll come to me~~~~ Imagine if makhluk lain datang ... teng teng tennnng~~

I'm goin to keep my pay once i got it... i'll work everypay.. cause you noe why?

DW5000 double pedals - $480
DreamTheater tickets - $100+++ (... wa pu chiyer tao...)
new PROmark sticks + stickbag - $100


kay cukup cukup...

DREAMTHEATER COMING TO SINGAPORE ON JAN 27~~~~!! I'M GOING FO SHIZZLE~!
Let's hope they dun cancel their performance like last time... (... they did plan to come to singapore if i'm not mistaken...)

So I managed to get a grip at 6:43 PM

Friday, November 04, 2005

see, i always bite my lips when performing.. call it nervous or what..
and thats the correct way of holding the stick... thumbs on top boys~! better control~!

(...fuckin curly hair sia...)

I like this.. niice...~

So I managed to get a grip at 8:37 PM

see, i always bite my lips when performing.. call it nervous or what..
and thats the correct way of holding the stick... thumbs on top boys~! better control~!

(...fuckin curly hair sia...)

I like this.. niice...~

So I managed to get a grip at 8:33 PM

I like this.. niice...~

So I managed to get a grip at 8:33 PM

Monday, October 31, 2005

So I managed to get a grip at 7:27 PM

Sunday, October 30, 2005

So I managed to get a grip at 5:53 AM

Thursday, October 27, 2005

I think, that 4 years i'm supposed to wait isn't going to be any good...

well.. there is a good thing in it.. but.. i dun think it's gonna be that good...

fine fine, i'm fuckin jealous...

but hey... I still believe that if both are into each other, they'd wait no matter what.. Right?
enough of making first moves... uurgh... the feeling's like ripping my muscles apart...

thats it! to the gym~!

I like girls in Long Curtain Skirts. Shibby~

So I managed to get a grip at 2:23 AM

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

I like girls in Long Curtain Skirts...

Shibby~

So I managed to get a grip at 5:07 AM

Thursday, October 20, 2005

I fuckin hate popups.

I wrote a whole lotta stuffs and suddenly a whole lotta popups appear, fuck~ porn overload....~
but hey, this is a fresh clean com straight from the repair shop ah.. so dun u go thinking i've got a whole folder of white people porn.

Tmr's the big day. KioSai will be performing at YouthPark alongside Ingride, Set For Glory and West Grand Boulevard. Come down at 7, and watch all the bands perform aye? YouthPark's located near cineleisure (...not cinepleasure...) in Orchard.

Get your gear up boys~

uh oh. He hurried down, the slappings got louder as if somebody's applauding all alone, and reached the void deck of his apartment. the void deck was glowing orange and all around him was silence. not defeaning, just peaceful serenity. This is going to be great. the apartment in front of him had birds hanged on trees and an ugly boulder right beside a pathway. though ugly, it somehow gave him a flashback of how he buried his cricket in between the boulder.

then his eye caught sight of a shiloutte. the figure moved away from the wall and walked towards him. his heart speeds like a harley. the figure came closer, and he makes out what it seems to be a person in a short skirt. the upper abdomen seemed out of shape, the outline of the figure has been broken. then within few feets, his harley heart gave and astounding burst before pacing slowly. his head felt light, so light, that the ends of his lips seemed to follow floating up. he massaged his temple, showing signs that the boy is shy. the figure turned to be a she, with tied hair, short denim skirt and blue jacket. once his mind made up of who is she, all everything was slow motion to the boy.

Irene lifted her head up, blinked a soothing adorable smile. Lets go.

So I managed to get a grip at 8:40 PM

Is today friday? I'm lost using my own biological chronometer. The Buka with the guys, maaaan, recalled lotsa moments man, and azlan had to bring out the MCB joke when it was already locked in the back of my mind...

back of my mind? isn't that the place for you to remember things? er like the back of your head or smtg? touche~

Tomorrow's the big day, and i'm not nervous, cause i'm excited. Kio Sai will be performing at youth park alongside Ingride, Set For Glory and West Grand Boulevard. Come at 7 and watch all the bands strout their stuff.

uh oh. He hurried down, the slappings got louder as if somebody's applauding all alone, and reached the void deck of his apartment. the void deck was glowing orange and all around him was silence. not defeaning, just peaceful serenity. This is going to be great. the apartment in front of him had birds hanged on trees and an ugly boulder right beside a pathway. though ugly, it somehow gave him a flashback of how he buried his cricket in between the boulder.
then his eye caught sight of a shiloutte. the figure moved away from the wall and walked towards him. his heart sped like a harley. the figure came closer, andthe figure made out what it seemed to be a person in a short skirt. the upper abdomen seemed out of shape, the outline of the figure has been broken. then within few feets, his harley heart gave and astounding burst before pacing slowly. his head felt light, so light, that the ends of his lips seemed to follow floating up. he massaged his temple, showing signs that the boy is shy. the figure turned to be a she, with her hair tied into a ponytail, short denim skirt and blue jacket. once his mind made up of who is she, all everything was slow motion to the boy.

Irene lifted her head up, blinked a soothing adorable smile. Lets go.

So I managed to get a grip at 8:16 PM

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

So I managed to get a grip at 1:44 AM

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Thats it...
My Bro Sent my laptop for another round of, healing touches...
thats another $80 for him. I wonder if he's doing this so that he can have a saying that it's "his" laptop? ah.. nvm lah eh.. as long as that thing works, then WHOOPEE~!

and i'm in school. doing proposals. Yes, I'm still in the ccoommiittee (... i fergot which letter in ccoommiittee comes in twos...)... ouh well, at least i'm doin the least job...

*update* I've updated My music in purevolume. Go listen to some stupid stuff i did during my 6mnth break.

I bid my virtual life fairwell, and thus go head on to the real world. unfair people, no good people, no good family, unequal rights, and of course, Pure vanillas and cheesecake...
mmmmmmmm yummmy... *imagines a nake...* whoa.. puasa puasa...

Looking forward for cheesecake from that sweet *chokes* but confused girl and this saturday's gig...

ouh, my band's got a gig this 22nd Oct. check it out -->Kio-Sai

till then, I've changed my no. and for those who want it, call the old no.

thats, 9459 mamak masak roti canai.

So I managed to get a grip at 10:40 PM

Thursday, October 13, 2005

God daaaamn~~~~

Just got back my Laptop...
the harddrive crashed and the cd/dvd Rom couldn't read any CD
sent in for repairs and fuck~

$441....

whats that $1 for sia... used that to buy 5 air batu kepe? siol...~

anyways, i'll talk later.. gotta set my com to optimum protection first.

So I managed to get a grip at 10:10 AM

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Yes.. i can tahan~~

it's like already 2hrs i've not fuckin cursed?

ouh shit..

So I managed to get a grip at 6:56 AM

I don't have work.
I don't have money.
I don't have a proper room.
I don't have a Snare Stand.
I don't have my climbing spirit.(... cause no one believed it could trust u anyways...)
I don't have enough shirts.
I don't have enough drumsticks.



All that I have, is the will to get all those, but ways that are explicit and not practical.
damn you scum bags....

damn you...

So I managed to get a grip at 6:44 AM

Sunday, October 02, 2005

alright alright~~



so i guess u guys already know, that i didnt shift to a diff estate...

I shifted rooms..



hurrah hurah yes ye bla bla, but the rooms phreaking small as what the other day i posted it and shall not post it again..



I painted my room Cosy Orange and Mild Orange (...which kinda looked yellowish...) didn't quite like the colour. Told my father i wanted dark green and a lighter shade of green.. thought of doin something abstract with on on the wall, but he took that green scheme instead, and my bro wanted orange. pfft...



but the accesories i put, whooaaaa imagine this:

So I managed to get a grip at 7:32 AM

Thursday, September 29, 2005

it's things like these make me smile like this -> =D
Fan 1

Fan 2

Inspirational... inspirational...

So I managed to get a grip at 11:30 PM

It's things like these that make me smile. =D

Fan 1
http://myinsaneblog.blogspot.com/2005/08/i-love-cip.html"> Fan 2


inspirational man... inspirational...~

So I managed to get a grip at 11:26 PM

so great... he won... hooray.. another popular kid in Singapore Poly...
i'm bored.
seems like a repetition of BPGHS... media's all over again~~
wait till it comes Singapore Poly...
or have they?

the new room's really messy..


will get it done ASAP.
in the mean while, i wanna jam.
whosever free, call me up... b4 i get a job or rot till i die right here sitting staring at the monitor.

So I managed to get a grip at 8:18 AM

Saturday, September 24, 2005

great.

the new room's small ah... and like cannot fit us all if we've got jammin session
no aircon samore.. fuckin babi goreng...
but the view from my room is the best~
view of malaysia and sunsets... magnificent

having problems with colour combinations also... help me by giving combinations aye~~~

alriiiight, RIGHTOUS!

So I managed to get a grip at 1:58 PM

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Thats me in afro 2 years back during prom



sorry sorry kalau interrupt... ader rokok?
14 years from after that prom party if i hadn't taken off that afro.

So I managed to get a grip at 9:03 PM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

My dreams of playing like Estrela...


My fuckin ankleis giving me serious shitty problems... Lotsa things affected and i dun wish to elaborate... makes me fucked up all over again once i think about it...

thinking about thinking,
when you suck, people Mock/diss/fuck you upside down. then u go for a critical sessioning to improve yourself, then people would say, because of me, they're improving. Once you're good, the fucking mock/diss/fuck you upside down again, saying you're a fucking sell out.
Pug Jelly's a real sell out. thats the one u guys should be dissin. What singapore's only hope for a punk rock band~? fuck you~! all this while S'pore's been this one sided- biased fucked up society... always goin on high for the majority...

what am i saying, you shouldn't be dissin any bands anyways~! forgive me. i could erase that line, but i chose to forgive. i dunnoe why am i listing out my Modus operandi on this, but......

let's not talk about this.

I say, whatever it is, Go for it.

I'm still fuckin want a good solid thight pussified session.
then again, whats there to have with a fuckin ankle like this...
right or left, in the end i need both...

Chelsea is so sweet and pretty and cute...
Now i fuckin sound like some kid oogling at barney.

ever since i got 'em gloves, been goin to gyms to recover back that 6mnths break shape.
reminiscence of that 'giirrrrl' (-nyeeeh) who said ashri, u looked hotter last time...
I vowed never to get into relationships til after NS.
for now, lets see me not giving in to chicks.


more money to drums and recordings.
ouh.. i looked at my soon to be room.. it's fuckin small...

So I managed to get a grip at 12:47 AM

Monday, September 19, 2005

Something struck me this morning.

So I managed to get a grip at 3:28 AM

Saturday, September 17, 2005

News is just in...

I'm shifting...

to somewhere i will not tell until i shift...
but do not worry or do not insult me(... i dunnoe why'd u wanna do that but...),
for i believe i will not move to somewhere that far...

Goodbye good table... goodbye toilet... goodbye 'bad' view from my window...

So I managed to get a grip at 6:40 AM

Thursday, September 15, 2005

So I managed to get a grip at 10:25 AM

it's pretty surprising how detached i feel now.
i thought it wouldn't be easy. but it is.

i guess that's a clear signal.

to that particular bunch, here's something for you.

So I managed to get a grip at 9:30 AM

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Look, it'll be for my own pleasure to either put it as one post, rather than having u guys to search through my last posted entries so that u guys could salvage anything to gossip about...

speaking of which, what is even there to gossip about? I mean i constantly talk about fucks and shits and u like talking about that?

heh.. well.. 7/10 actually wanted me to put up my last posted entries (... i didn't actually go up or queried "10" people just for the sake of that... percentage lah eh...), well, FUCK YOU~!

(.. no no.. i'm angry... i tend to fuckin curse alot lately eventhough i'm happy.. sort of.. oxymoronic feel to it you noe?...)

so yah, my dad trashed my wardrobe and expect me to clean it up. I almost said fuck you dad but being a saneful, dedicated son, i just argued with him, which in fact got me more pissed that i actually asked him to clean the mess up.. Felt guilty for that but i cleaned up also.. so what the heck..

THEN, i had no more jeans or pants to wear cause they're all send for cleaning (.............) so i used my brother's pants and he fuckin argued with me saying what if THE pants, tore...
now that i can say FUCK YOU~!

...peace and love...



(p.s. i feel the imminent feeling that i think i'm going to retain for another 6 more months... help... give me money~...)





kay fine.. money does nothing, but i need money too... =D

So I managed to get a grip at 10:17 PM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

i feel i'm more relaxed now... though projects been pilingup my shoulders... but i'm dragging it all till the end.. no worries... gotta save 2 of em for programming, and i really really want them to stay in the class... sorta like the class enthusiasts... without them, there's no jokin around...

I kinda like this Non-climbing life, though my ankle knee and wrist hurts... things u got for holding off from your passion... but i'm just taking a break... gotta concentrate on other stuffs thats far more important, that started me off as Ashri... cheh~~

in other words, i gotta study and invest on maintaining the drums. since my bro's not doing anything about it...


(p.s. Nana, u've got 5 more points. make sure u carry your point cards high up with pride.)




Musicians want their instruments to work for them.


Dedicated musicians work on their instruments.

So I managed to get a grip at 8:51 AM

Monday, September 05, 2005

I've bought a new snare batter skin and a pair of acid jazz ProMark sticks

*feels gooood*

Next up, Snare Stand laaaaah....

anyone willing to chip in?

(...pls....)

So I managed to get a grip at 7:04 AM

Sunday, September 04, 2005

I like meeting up with old friends, talking about their lives w/o us, listen to whatever they hafta say about shits they've gone through and simply just to have them around...

I like playing the drums especially when I really need to get something off from me or even just to exercise by just playing the drums for an hour non stop and just practicing on rudiments and stuffs...

I like climbing with friends who risks by jumping from tile to tiles and exchanging sick troubled routes and just watching each other screaming and laughin when they can't 'DO' a route...
(... Im not climbing now though, gotta get the "studies" set straight first...)

I like my life the way it was when it was year 1.

meet me in outer space...

So I managed to get a grip at 8:30 AM

Friday, September 02, 2005

I'm quite happy with myself now...

I have to be cause i think i'm gonna get disappointed and werked up this saturday.

Deejay/emcee pun deejay/emcee laaah....

come on, beat me like drum... yeah baby... oouuuhh

say my name...

So I managed to get a grip at 4:51 AM

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Don't Stop Talking to Me, I haven't been Listening...~

It's goooood to meet all the old guys~~

So I managed to get a grip at 1:49 AM

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

bye.

So I managed to get a grip at 4:39 AM

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Fuck man... today, i didn't performed well... lucky u guys never came down... should've brought thy own Pedal O' Doubleys.... maybe cause it was quite stressful ah... couldn't break the barrier of embarresment? cause see, it's my first time performing in the streets... Gotta learn how to WOoOOOOO and YEEAAAaaaAHA.. and FUCCacackakaaaaaaa~~~~out loud just to get comfortable u noe..

but hey, it's all for fun.. hope tmr's more 'fun'er than today...

till then, i think i'm going to get stuck for another 6 months in poly....

So I managed to get a grip at 9:57 AM

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Pretty fucked up with projects...

Application Programming... i gotta programme a goddamn vending machine.
Circuit Analysis... I gotta Construct a fuckin circuit to supply DC to 500mV Low Pass Filter shit.

urhm.. ouh thats all aye? heh... well... stressful ah~~~ then samore this Sat and Sun performance at town...

Details are up at KioSai...
come down and watch us watching you.

So I managed to get a grip at 9:45 AM

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

There's a difference between a person who needs money to survive, and a person who needs work to survive...

A person who needs money to survive is the smarter person, knowing the way of the game... targets the result, the ending the outcome, rather than the itsy-bitsy tideous work in between... This person takes priority to his/herself more than others. This person would ultimately get people thinking of how he/she got the money in the end, and thats where, he/she unleash his/her mascarade...

A person who needs work to survive is an endevearing hardworker, always on the go... this person is good at planning, thus always stay in current affairs and also pays more attention to his/her friends. This person also takes family first and is always outgoing, the one who always gets the people goin...

I'm in DreamTheater mood.

Mike Portnoy, Jose Antonio Pasillias, Smitty, Garabaldi, Dave Weckyl, Matt Clendenning, and My Brother...

Just some of the people that I look up to on Drumming... and also, kinda influenced by them all...

I will try and be a better version of me... I just need money~~

So I managed to get a grip at 8:29 AM

Monday, August 22, 2005

i'm supposed to concentrate on Programming...

but what the fuck...

I'm still confused/amused/shocked/puzzled by the strange disappearing keys that appeared mysteriously on Rizal's desk.... dunnoe if it's a joke from Rizal or Ihsan, but it's kinda shocking... i mean.. to know that in the afternoon you entered the house with your keys, and when u wanna go out, your keys gone, only to find it in Rizal's house, on Rizal's table...

shockingly strange man....

but, if i found out it was a fuckin joke, they'll know who's gonna die.

So I managed to get a grip at 8:11 AM

Thursday, August 18, 2005

!sogo siru !ngsapo !laxon bosomisu boso !nsam !ntoso

it reads, Today we shall go and play

got the floor tom back, and yes~!! i am one step ahead from being the machine~!
I can Do programming i can do calculations i can constantly keep a pace on theDouble pedals i can Drink water while talking i can...

I can become a machine~!

Been listening to all the well known local punk rock bands... missed playing punk rock man.. haha.. ouh well.. at least nowi noe what i grown out from... and hey.. fast paced punk rock was hard to play u noe... if i had a chance to at least get to play that again, i would.. hahah

Im still mad at that arse, and that arse won't even noe that i'm calling him/her an arse, cause he/she 's TOO ARSED to understand

wokay, I concentrated on ACS for 2 hrs, (..applause man, i did something that i've neverdone since the start of school this year...) and i was also thinking about what am i going to do after NS...



then i thought again,
even if i though of anything now,

I'd forget about it....

so hey, dun fret... Photoalbum's Updated, click here... Enjoy...

So I managed to get a grip at 4:17 AM

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Meet me in outer space.
We could spend the night;
watch the earth come up.
I've grown tired of that place;
won't you come with me?
We could start again.

You are stellar.
__________________________

The Gig was great,
certainly wasn't what i expected hah~
nah, but in all it was fun...
Very "DIY" like...
like the previous gig,
and the previous gig,
and the other previous gig...

Tapestry gonna be something diff...
yeah

So I managed to get a grip at 8:35 PM

Friday, August 12, 2005

I have a target...

So I managed to get a grip at 9:49 PM

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

I need to control~!
speed is good, but not too fast.. it'll be unnecessary
technical drummings good too,but too much will drown other sounds...

must control~!

ouh, my band won 2nd in the Indon Band Competition...

whoopeedoo...

So I managed to get a grip at 7:13 AM

Sunday, August 07, 2005

alamak... tgh dyno, dah confident, dah tgh gerek, dah psyched up,
knee kene wall plak.. alamaaaaaaak punyer lah sort....~

The ASEAN performance was great~!
Though they broke my pedal... fuckin hell...
but never have i performed to a very very rowdy crowd~~!!
screaming and shouting and singin along, hah~!

so much so that i lost count of beats and went off track of the song~~
(...no monitors ah.. did my best... and mind u with a broken pedal...)

heh, a hot 16yr old philipino danced with me...
whoopee~ =P
that party was like prom all over again~~

i hate that gassy red bull... stupid shit hurts my throat and now, my throat and chest hurts like hell.. i can't even swallow drinks w/o hurting it...

and my band got thru Tapestry~~!
gonna perform somewhere in Orchard, on the 27th and 28th...
gotta make few more originals...
next stop:

Indon Band Competition(9th August)

So I managed to get a grip at 7:30 AM

Thursday, August 04, 2005

So I managed to get a grip at 6:10 AM

Monday, August 01, 2005

So I managed to get a grip at 3:50 AM

Saturday, July 30, 2005

I'm pretty angry now.
All I wanted was to have a new snare stand, sharing money with Bro and Dad.
Ended up using that $30 for the new skin, felts and screw ons...
The least my bro could do, (...after I maintained/tuned/polished/repaired his drums/cymbals for few years...) was to pay me back the $30 so that i could get the new snare stand.


Fuck you.


now onwards, i'm not gonna let him use my sticks..
stupid attitude, still can reply, "my problem ah"

kerplak butohan ko lah.

I will slowly get my own stick bag, snare stand, double pedals, cymbals...
rather have my friends to be my own brothers...

So I managed to get a grip at 7:03 PM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

*New blogskin, My works updated.
Remo skins cost alot more than Evans, so i'm now out of budget...
Bro and Dad hadta fork out money for snare stand.
I need to work on more for my endurance.
I need to work on my charm.
forearm's getting pumped too fast.
Asean gig's in a week+2days time...
Iron Cobra Roller/Power glide's $600/-
mampos.

So I managed to get a grip at 9:01 AM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

I'm guessing i'll have $200 in my bank by next 2 weeks or so.
rite now i have $80.

here's the few things thats on top priority:

http://www.pearldrum.com/04_nuupdates/hwsection/s2000_lrg.jpg>http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v310/magkaifa/my%20works/s2000_resized.jpg>
Pearl Snare Drum stand S-2000. For only SGD80.00 Yeah.


http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v310/magkaifa/my%20works/DSC00002.jpg>
In need of EVANS beater head 12" tom skin.. sad thing to see

So I managed to get a grip at 10:22 AM

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Fuck.

I got a warning letter from school about my attendance... i am fuckin sure i'll get more of them soon...

nice...

Just got back from work.. and my 3 days been enriching~! been setting up high-elements like how u kids experienced like walking across the plank (...while balancing with only the rope supporing you...), things like that... but here's the catch :-

Me, not only there to belay you, but me and my friends, "set" the whole thing Up~~ yes, using scaffoldings as high as 6 storey high, climbing up there without a friend belaying u and anchoring yourself up there, carrying this heavy 60+++Kg wood plank up to that scaffolding... all by 5 of us!

yes! you could say it again!~ what the fuck rite???

first time got up to set that freakin achor line, my balls shrinked to the size of a panadol tablet when i looked down... but initially, i grew out of it... realised i didn't have that fear of heights... i've got this fear of falling...~ hah.. kinda same isn't it? (... and u're a climber.. bullshit yeah...)

but hey... the pay, SUCKS.... they're giving us $120/- for 3 days, on this kinda job, (...worked till 11pm, from 12 pm...) obviously, we asked for more... yes.. not $200 but $120...

but yeah... anyways, here are the highlights for "My July/August"

So I managed to get a grip at 4:43 AM

Friday, July 22, 2005

suddenly, there's a trend for girls to kiss/make out and pics of them smeared on their friendsters or blogs

whats up with that...~

So I managed to get a grip at 9:26 AM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

I got a job, and skipping Maths Quiz (...which in fact, holds 5% of the grade...) for $200..
thats nice...

with this $200, lotsa miracles can be done...
(... and i bet that 5% could do alot of difference too...)
But what the hell..
heh~~ Tom skin and snare stand... target.. must get...
I need to pay off my dad and Mel...

so yah... everybody's asking me the same question over and over again.. i guess this irritation never ends... it's like, when something ends, i hafta tell the whole world about it so they'll keep quiet about it... But i dun blame them.

Confucious once said, "I am Confused."

Maths is devastating... i need serious help in Laplace transforms...

and my hair looks funny now... Been having frequent doubts about keeping my hair long... well, nyaaaah.... I've got pics... i'll show you when i have time..

So I managed to get a grip at 3:12 AM

Monday, July 18, 2005

Stupid day.

So I managed to get a grip at 3:32 AM

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Baybeats 'Rock' dok...
Rock with a capital 'R'
abes ah.
Banyak fusion ah nanti lagu main.
combine tu, combine nie...
bossa/samba/Rock-with-capital-'R'...
aah.. amacaaam....
inspired. inspired.
Tampered Mental. Fuh...

So I managed to get a grip at 9:50 AM

Friday, July 15, 2005

Never have my ears pulled in such magical sounds like last nite.
B-Quartet's truly inspirational...
apart from the 3 bands who played at the arena,
This is the band that has the magic, the attitude, the talents, the shit...
(... the other bands have abit of each though, not all but yeah...)

ah... dammit... shld stop climbing for a while

So I managed to get a grip at 8:29 PM

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Snort.

I'm goin home early these days cause i got myself a pair of Iron Cobras
haha.. nah.. just borrowed it from a friend, not actually bought it...
I tuned up my snare, finally, and it sounds great. Like a popcorn in a valley of resonance.


ouh yeah.

So I managed to get a grip at 9:07 PM

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

mati mati mati...
considered myself dead already.
mampos...
dead dead dead...
No way of escaping...
and no way of turning back...


= s

So I managed to get a grip at 12:07 AM

Sunday, July 10, 2005

I need more Ideas for drum styles and drum fill ins. Realised that it's the power of the two legs on the kick that gives the "kick" to the style of music KioSai's playing. and also, China Cymbals are "smashing" and "trashy". Shall be in my "to-get-b4-I-die" list, which also includes travelling overseas to climb.

Took pictures and downloaded brushes for design. Still need a B/W Picture to hand in as assignment for course work. Dammit, where am i gonna find a pile of dump in an open flowery field?

I'm beginning to lose interest in bouldering. gotta train power back. Power, then power/endurence... and i haven't been doing much running... and i dun plan to start again now, cause i'm growing thinner...

Chicks don't like thin guys and neither ... erm...

let's not say...

So I managed to get a grip at 10:14 AM

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Went to Lot 1 with the guys after Level 2 re-assesment.
the talks we had was, encouraging.
Prove them wrong.
Reverse psychology my fuckin ass.

Tapestry Auditions today.
Where the fuck is Boon's Studio.

So I managed to get a grip at 9:39 PM

Thursday, July 07, 2005

New blog...
pass me all your links...

i need somebody to keep on reminding me to update my blog

I'll be frank to everyone, including myself.
I need her.

So I managed to get a grip at 7:03 PM

Silence is deafening.
Back is aching.
Mind's remeniscing.
Waiting for an answer.
charades. charades. charades.


YOU'RE AND ASS~!!! YOU'RE AN ASS~!!!
(... padadaam daaam...)

So I managed to get a grip at 2:49 AM

Friday, June 24, 2005

Tmr's the gig at East Coast Park,Marine Cove
right beside macdonalds...
our slot's 6pm to 7pm

like you guys wanna come...

So I managed to get a grip at 10:08 AM

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

I ignored improving my drumming skills to being an impt man on the job.
I left out my band to focus on climbing.
I sacrificed a lifetime of music, to a year of climbing...
and still i struggle, to slide my way through amidst this drabbed situations just to make myself free for music...
and me being what i am now and doing what i'm supposed to do sucks...
I just wanna get this done and over with...
I can't work under stress...


Don't push me away yet... after this year of handling shits, I will return...
that doesn't mean i'll stop climbing though...

So I managed to get a grip at 7:28 AM

Monday, June 06, 2005

I just led myself into the shithole and i'm in a shitfull of shitty crap.

what i hafta do:

1) arrange shit nicely
2) label shit grades
3) appoint people to take care of shits and take down shit numbers.
4) hopefuly, i'll get out of the shithole, nice and clean.
5) fat hope no.4's gonna happen
6) organise who can climb out of the shit competition.
7) train to climb out of shit.
8) no. 7's gonna be a tough one
9) say bye bye to things i have to do outside shit hole.
10) get facial wash.

So I managed to get a grip at 9:20 AM

Thursday, June 02, 2005

I am having a flu.
my right ankle's wearing off.
my right shin hurts now.
excessive rapid pedallings on the kick and climbing/bouldering too much could be the answer.
need help.
send money.

So I managed to get a grip at 6:29 AM

Saturday, May 28, 2005

My life is a learning journey.
And I fuckin hate it when i kept on forgetting things...

I'm losing my religion.

Suddenly, i' can't do this, i can't do that, I must do this, I must do that
and Life is about taking risks too, Just like climbing... you trust the rope, you trust ur footing and hands, and your move is the risk, and to metaphorically put this scenario into my life, i'm still thinkin of moving on to the next handhold...

and fate.

I don't quite believe in fates. I hate to know that my life's being controlled... some do, some don't... yes, yes, i'm blaspheming... but isn't it also true that we could change "fate", if we do something about it, usaha lah katakan... and to literally put this scenario in my life, i'm trying to make the positive out of all the negatives...

This has been the worst holidays of my life.
Metaphorically and Literally.

the Ligament on my right ankle is giving away, and it hurts... but funny that it's swollen. i mean, shld it be pale or smtg not swollen?

Tomorrow will be my first climbing competition at Yishun SAFRA... I dun need your lucks... won't change fate right?

c'est la vie
Do not quote.

So I managed to get a grip at 8:41 AM

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Have you ever had a feeling, that what u're seeing is actually is a dream? Or have you ever woke up from bed, to see that you're still dreaming? The dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act out their dream with open eyes, to make it possible

All men dream

So I managed to get a grip at 8:05 AM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

I'm in the state of confusion.
My minds drabbed and pulsating out screamings i can't seem to recognise.
I thing i can't understand is, when u're serious, other's aren't...
I've looked foward too soon..
something I realised, blatantly laced out indirectly from a friend...

ouh, haha i think i've went thru a survey for 2 months+
yeah.. that long... and can't believe that right now i can be grouped as a bandage...

note to shireen (pretty straight aye? =P):
If you remember,
Ive been trying to get back to the center
Im sure its not like it was before


haha relax ashri, relax..

So I managed to get a grip at 8:35 PM

Monday, May 09, 2005

Jennifer,
They lied to you when they said you couldn't breath underwater.
I lied too when I said I was hard,
Because im softer then a thrift store sweater and twice as worn in.
I was cast away once but I will be found again.
This I promise you.

Actual lyrics for a 3min song.

So I managed to get a grip at 9:25 AM

Saturday, May 07, 2005

I need to wake up. I still feel like i'm in a dream for the past few days.. the longest dream in my whole life...~ like i'm in some coma or something...~


wake me up

So I managed to get a grip at 8:50 PM

Friday, May 06, 2005

typing blindly is dangerous.
especially when u're not realising that u are actually typing in the title box, not the entry box


going to climb adventure made me realise 3 things:

- I lost my strength in bouldering
- I find climbing a better way to exercise techniques
- I'm always hungry, and i've lost my appetite (...not a good combination...)

my finger got mutated.. haha for the first time...
as in the meat underneath the fingernail came out at the side cause i sorta crimp on a tile to hard and it kinda cut out a tiny chunk...

iyeargh..~


and i dun understand japanese anime.... call me crazy, but i guess the authors are pervertic... they're like... softcore-hentai?

heh... www.nanjai.com jugak best... go go go... my bro visits that website to check out their episodes

So I managed to get a grip at 11:43 AM

Thursday, May 05, 2005

hey hey~~new layout, new style...

ouh if u guys got any other suggestions, erm, fill 'em out at the tag board aye? cause i think it's kinda messy...~ but i dunnoe what to adjust to make it un-messy...~

Results
IDEAS A
CADD DIST
C++ PROG DIST
Digital electronics B
Character Development B+
PEEE C
Eng. Maths C
Creative Reasoning Skills C+
Project 1 C+

erm... i shld say smtg about it rite?
ouh, erm... improved? nah... i think i kinda maintained.... IDEAS (.....INNOVATION, DESIGN & ENTERPRISE IN ACTION.....) amazed me cause our idea for the project was kinda like a "sit-for-ten-seconds-and-use-whatever-that-we-think" and it's a playground...

ouh yah..

Is Seeing Believing D+

heh..Optametry... tot it was some ghost research team or smtg.. (...skali pasal mata laaah...)

So I managed to get a grip at 9:14 PM

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

new blog... still adjusting though...~

So I managed to get a grip at 6:58 AM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

It has come to my attention that i am going back to the size of my secondary school days.... Reason's being as so:-

- Rarely, there's food at home.
- Forced to cook up anything out of nothing (...well, it's usually onions, garlic, chicken stock and rice and egg...)
- Family goin out to dinner and never buy any food for me..~

Ditto..~

So I managed to get a grip at 8:21 AM

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Kay.. Finally.. Satunine is nicely arranged...

I tot it'd sound better if I adjusted the pitch a notch up....


so now u're hearing me playing all piccolo style

So I managed to get a grip at 3:37 AM

Friday, April 29, 2005

Kay dammit i noe what to write already


F.O. camp for SPRC is gonna be a hell of a good time....
and i think i've got arousal problem.
I tend to get high easily when i play ping pong...


but dun worry... this does not affect the "big'ol rocket" down there...

yeap thats it

So I managed to get a grip at 10:22 AM

DAMMIT I FERGOT WHAT I WANNA WRITE~!!~!!~

So I managed to get a grip at 8:02 AM

Thursday, April 28, 2005

I'm Falling face down.


Definitely.



Bad.



Worse.



worst.



Fucked up.



Dead.


and there's still something next in line, which i don't know.

So I managed to get a grip at 7:30 AM

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Enjoy Saturnine from Estrela

The drum's abit off cause i was going too fast smtimes.. heh...

so yah.. Don't worry i'll touch up abit on the timing and such..

So I managed to get a grip at 7:42 AM

Monday, April 25, 2005

Hello...

it's 5.48am... and i can't sleep....

How're you people...

Today I decided to bring up a topic that kindled hearts, and put out flames that spell out, "desire", "Smiles" and "warmth"

The topic my friend, is Luuuurrrrvvvee...

It brings MADness to another level, where ur toes can hardly tickle the floor... Palms will sweat and mouths will start to water... knees will lose their foundations and start to collapse when humans hear sweet sweet words from their loved ones... when a person say they see a future being with someone, they do... but of course, the feeling's got to be shared lah... cause.. for that, one sided is merepek...

hah~ why am i talking about this? haha you guys would be so fuckin sure i'm not being myself when i'm talking about this.... i mean,.. who am i to talk about this siol.. this is Ashri siak.. what the....

thats because, i've been strucked, smitten, slapped silly, and also awed by how this certain feeling i have, overwhelming me with such great power.... and i wish to express it in sentences that i hope would please you people...

I've been thru alot of relationships, and tasted various pussies (.. hahaha no no no no...), and the words that came out of my mouth were nothing less than jibberish i use to impress my prey... haha yes yes.. i was like that, but there's only two of this "others" that made significant changes in me...

See, i had this dream, (...not good to discuss dreams openly...) wch had made me had a vision of what i'm in now... i mean the relationship ah... IN this so called "feeling" there is no easy way out... there is i mean, but the escape route is like walking through a tunnel of burning inferno... that is why , this fear of hurting someone is always present when this "feeling" is kindled in our hearts...

wait hold on.. mental block...

ouwkay.. yah.. = s Trust is important in a relationship... As told by someone (...which is neither two of them...) who is already in a current 1 yr relationship, (...at least this is what i derived after translating from malay, and my brother just farted in his sleep when i'm typing this.. fuuuck...) "We can't really trust the opposite sex because we're still young, and still adventurous".... that i have to agree ah.. i mean.. who would want to dedicate his/her life to just this one person when they're still young and there're like hundreds of girls/guys who're much more handsome/pretty/smart/dumb(..hey, there's such things, serious...)/sweet/romantic etc...?

I was convinced of that notation, knowing that i can be easily influenced by anyone.. *eherm*.. but with all due respect, to have that trust from a person takes time... trust is something that takes time to build and once it is achieved, u can build wonders with it... Build castles, play games, ride a rocket ship, or even be in love... a relationship is like a challange, to your own dignity and pride perhaps... i dunnoe whatever shit u wanna challange to, but it is a commited promise that u and ur partner make to see the wonders u and your partner make, while it lasts....

fuck... hold on mental block again...

so yah, to cut it short, It is about understanding one another, the "feeling" is mutual... It strucks u without u knowing, like how it strucked me... smitted me on the ass... I take no consideration of time, as in how long my relationship lasts... for i take it as how far i go with a partner... not in physical aspects though, i'm not encouraging sex here... it is a journey that we together as a couple take, to enjoy and support each other... a give and take situation if u wanna add... the warmth u recieve from that special person, the smiles u give and the smiles u recieve, how u laugh and giggle with each other, how u fought and quarrel, how you make ur partner cry and how u try and make her happy after that.... how u put ur heads together and just enjoy the zephyrs, how u brush her hair gently and let it bristle ur fingertips with every smooth motion, how nicely ur hands interlock and explaining thumbing levels (...and how u play that thumb game or challange or something after that...), how u talked to her on the phone everyday without even getting sick and tired of her voice...


how she says I love you at that correct, accurate and acute timing where she gaze up to your eyes, when her hair falls on her face and u drown into her prowness...


love,
is a journey, not a feeling.

and i <3 href="http://searchmiracle.com/search/search.php?qq=BUNNY" target="_blank">bunny... =)

So I managed to get a grip at 1:40 PM

Sunday, April 24, 2005

What I would do to her if she was to be very baaaaaaaad

So I managed to get a grip at 6:13 AM

Friday, April 22, 2005

Ladies and gentlemen... the boy's back.
which boy?
this boy.
And he's back with sticks.
big, thick, long, hard and smooth sticks.
well, not that thick though, but it's comfortable to handle...
so comfortable, that Mike Portnoy himself had and idea for his ideal stick and sold it...
and i bought his stick...


grand master baby.

NO MORE CONNECTION ERRORS~!

i'm thinking of revamping the whole blog... gonna get those "click-and-go-to-another-page" thingy like u guys have... heh..~ so yah.. i might not be blogging for a while... well,.. whats the use huh, since i've last updated.. erm.. last few weeks?



hopeless times to roam...

So I managed to get a grip at 7:59 AM

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

hey... The internet's down at an evitable timing...
Shitty aye....~

So I managed to get a grip at 7:23 AM

Thursday, April 07, 2005

Let us refer to a LIME article :

So I managed to get a grip at 8:24 PM

Exam's in 12hr time...~
andi don't think i've studied enough.
and i'm not afraid of failing so suddenly...
( kay wait u covered RLC, RC, RL, Capacitors, Inductors, Magnetism)
so yah.. i'm scared of me not being scared of failing.
Mom won't lemme go Thailand to go and Climb...
urgh, why does floods have to happen BEFORE i plan to go there.
No picture taking session... no Relaxation...
i wanna get away to Thailand primarily just to relax... but noooooo
Singapore is a hub of stress.
and Woodlands is not a good place to hang out...~
I wanna work my ass off after exams... get cash, buy necessary stuffs and save up.

So I managed to get a grip at 10:28 AM

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

I miss performing.

So I managed to get a grip at 11:22 PM

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Yesterday's incident was more of an enlightenment rather than a fucked up situation.
goes to prove that I need to let out anger...
what I don't have is that adrenaline rush,
(intermission: dudes/dudettes, link me up through here not straight to this. put up a sample of my drum track there. heh.)
what I crave is the satisfaction a man gets when achieving what he wants.
what I want is to rip anything apart, grinding my teeth, with this push and pull effect on my hands.
what I desire is to run, to bang, to shout, to hit, to spear with my shoulder,
a chance for me to clench my fist till it boils my head, to be in pain, and to endure pain, i fuckin need to tackle someone down...
what I need is rugby.



and what i need to calm down, is to feel the smooth silky hands of Shireen brushing on my face.

So I managed to get a grip at 9:29 PM

*points*

yes, you.

So I managed to get a grip at 7:05 AM

Monday, April 04, 2005

You've sent greetings to a life, i rather not live.


now for the monthly whinings of Muhd 'Ashri of what he's gonna get :

I have an Ultraman hair-do.
and she likes it when i look like ultraman in glasses.

So I managed to get a grip at 10:19 PM

Sunday, April 03, 2005

I'm filled with angst with reasons i don't know why...
like something's gnawing inside wanting to get out of my chest.
and at the same time, i feel soothed and i'm all smiles knowing that she's always in my thick calcium enriched skull...
and i dun feel pathetic like last time...
I still dunnoe why i'm still angry...
and these pop ups are fucking irritating...
yes, agitated too...
and hah... again i must say i can't study with friends around... even if they're concentrating...
had an experience of clubbing atmosphere
and i'm never gonna step inside a club anymore
went to chocalate bar and it sucked inside... really really really out of place....
fuckin matreps dance like faggots...
seriously... picture mats with mat hard rock dyed hair wearing shades inside this dark room with longsleeved shirts dancing tarian moves...
sat there msgin her all the time...
waste of time + money...
but hey.. met the bassist of Set for Glory there...

So I managed to get a grip at 6:28 AM

Friday, April 01, 2005

fuck... my bro's car got broken into....

and they stole the freaking drumstick bag....


with my new mike portnoy sticks...


i am drumstickless.

and that fella took along my bro's pouch, with the house keys and my home address in it...
i am on high alert.

bring on the numchucks and staffs... i'm ready..

So I managed to get a grip at 7:56 PM

Saturday, March 19, 2005

Beribu bintang di langit kini menghilang
Meraba aku dalam kelam
Rembulan mengambang kini makin suram
Pudar ilhamku tanpa arah

Sedetik wajahmu muncul dalam diam
Ada kerdipan ada sinar I

tukah bintang ataupun rembulan
Terima kasih ku ucapkan

Izinkanku mencuri bayangan wajahmu
Izinkanku mencuri khayalan denganmu
Maafkanlah oh...
Andailah lagu ini mengganggu ruangan hidupmu

Kau senyumlah oh...

Sekadar memori kita di arena ini

Kau ilhamku...

So I managed to get a grip at 11:32 PM

Guess what i got inside the mailbox today..~






a freakin warning letter for skipping class



and of all classes that i skipped... i got a warning letter from ISB - Is seeing Believing. My GEMS course...
and if u wanna noe, i skipped that class for only miserable 2 times... and i already got a warning letter..



how bout the other classes that i skipped for like 4 or 7 times already???

The mystery is yet to unfold....

So I managed to get a grip at 10:13 PM

Friday, March 18, 2005

argh fuck lah...
it's been seriously on the low side for me now.
BoulderActive's next week...
and girls' have been completing my routes...~
pussy laaaaaaaaaah....
not in foooorrm.. not in foooorm...~

So I managed to get a grip at 8:03 AM

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Budget shopping...

and when i meant budget shopping, i meant "REAAAAAL" budget.....

T-shirt - $3/-
1st pair of Trousers - $4/-
2nd pair of trousers - $2.50
Shirt - $3/-

hey hey~~~~~

I'm off for another day, this time, real shirts... and pants... i hope...



(p.s. I fuckin hate blogs with songs... I can't access those blogs from school, and they freakin woke my brother up when he's sleeping and he'll complain and irritate me...)

So I managed to get a grip at 10:11 AM

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Friday was the best...~
I saw the moon just above the horizon, glowing in Dark eerie red... like i'm gonna die like that...
ouh.. I've updated the Purevolume page on Ah Chew's Project.
Ouh sorry, Revenge In Zealous Action.

hehe..~

I've told my dad what i shldn't have told him, which is that, i'm gonna skip class on Monday and Tuesday.
Dumb huh... yeah he told me that why da hell would you wanna work on a study week, when u shld be concentrating on exams?
but hey, i told him the lecturers were fine with my results, and the only thing that bothers is the LOA.
whoa, lecturers: fine with my results? well heh, not true not true, but yah... i needed that sentence to pull myself from plunging down. yeap, i'm working as a belayer... $80 a day~~ woohoo~

So I managed to get a grip at 6:03 AM

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

I've got a question....

Why is the taik lalat on the body bigger than a lalat...

So I managed to get a grip at 7:37 AM

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

I cracked a Cymbal...
This is what too much of climbing has done to you...
$15... and b4 that we're asked to pay $50 just for a miserable hairline crack.
That has been the most expensive Jam Session ever - $47/-
And Shireen keeps on making my day~

So I managed to get a grip at 5:44 AM

Monday, February 21, 2005

Ouwkay~~~
so the details are in:

So I managed to get a grip at 6:11 AM

Saturday, February 19, 2005

She's gone for Milo Dinosaur 'Attack'...
or something like that...

and I'm stuck here in this room... Just finished completing the line up and ddaaaaaaaaamn It'll be nice...~ so yah, 25th of February....

yeapy...~

and i think i got a headache after 4 hrs of non stop bangin on drums... and i miss my old friends
*dance dance* dup dup duwaaaaaap
Does anyone has a spare calculator that they could erm.. GIVE me?

ouh ouh.. guys, i need your help too
choose any names that strikes to you the most.

Phaseristic Cord.
Four-piece Suit.
Staged Orion.
Hot Buttons.
Revenge In Zealous Action. (Rizal Ihsan Zali Ashri.. heh.. i noe i noe.... )
Indrid.
Variant Inure.
Ah Chew's Project.
Stellar.
Estrella. (...Singapore... cheh cheh.. hah~!)
Tokyo No.1.
Hardcore Pike.
Jack Anarchy.
unDeus.
Colby200.
Chymeara.
Somnambular.
Pantomime Story on a Stage.
Saturnine.

So I managed to get a grip at 8:38 AM

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Heh, i Just realised another thing...


I feel kinda faggotish Blogging ah...

i think i might wanna stop for a while... see if life's "fag"gy without blogging....

So I managed to get a grip at 6:20 PM

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

Disappointed? yah...

I dunnoe what the hell happened... but hey...

something tells me i've got the word "ASS" on my forehead...

Ouh well... Climbing was fun, till I start to feel that word etching on my forehead... all bloody and oozy and swollen....

wonder if it's true... hey.. erm.. do I have that word? i mean.. for the past 4 freakin flucked years?

ouh.. food's ready...~


ouh yah... something i got from my friend's MSN nick:

So I managed to get a grip at 6:16 AM

Monday, February 14, 2005

So I managed to get a grip at 12:06 AM

Saturday, February 12, 2005

I Can't Study today... had the mood but noooooo.... how the fuck am I gonna score for next week's MST....

ouh well...Today, did recordings and shits ... Lynn came and sang.. hehe.. thats nice of her.. and she sounded nice too... =P and my sister came from home...~ from 2 days in NUH... and she's so cute and ever manja...~

So I managed to get a grip at 6:08 AM

Monday, February 07, 2005

The kid that grabbed my dick...~ and Taufiq who pushed the old man...~ =s


Team Ah Pek 101~!


Everybody's watching porn...


hey hey~! me in finals..~ but i lost, sadly..~ what to dooo...~

eh.. i'll post the other pics some other time.. sleepy guy has to take his royal sleep...

So I managed to get a grip at 7:26 AM

Sunday, February 06, 2005

I am fuckin pissed...~

though not entirely though, but yeah... I am..~


it sucks standing next to the person arguing about "unreliable" issues that touches on his/her circle-of-friends and the person on the opposite side trying to put the other party on blame... and making them apologising to him/her...


pity that guy...~

So I managed to get a grip at 7:33 AM

Saturday, February 05, 2005

I've come to realise that i've never been angry for so long...~

So I managed to get a grip at 1:57 AM

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Finally... I got a moment with the net~...
wuuaaargghhh...

Rockmaster X was disappointing~ Though i made it through the finals, i didn't really performed on that day...~ wasn't in my best shape cause... heh... i burnt my thumb while playing with fire...~ hehehe... and i was having flu ah...~ But i made lotsa friends over there...~ and faaaarkin hell.... (... or so Anand would put it, Kannnninnnna'...) Asri's Sister's farkin strong... for a girl that is~! but the highlight of the day was this Malaysian Climber ah.. Khairul Hafiz... Girls were obviously oogling at him... cause of his hot bod and eyes and charms and stuffs...~ but hey...~ I'll train i'll train... for the wall i mean... ~heh...

ouh, and i found out that a very good shittting (... verb, not noun..) experience before competition, will boost up your spirits...~ and, erm.. remember previously i talked about wanking? well, i still dunnoe about that ah...~ but then, haha...~ it has been a long time, and i've yet to break my barrier, wch is 2 months... heh~! Allez people~~~ make donations for Ashri's loooong hold for wanking marathon~! i need your support~!

BoulderActive~! thats it~! i'll train fuckin hard for that comp, cause i really need to be on shape...~ for today, i got hit on the balls so freaking hard by the soccer ball.... never have i experienced such excruitiating pain before and i'm making a big deal out of this... it was so bad that i had to walk home with legs wide open... well, not that wide ah... and i got fever for that...~ talk about double whammy...~ and everybody's telling me i'm going to have trouble wanking...~


and i realized i've been very pevertic about this issue... fine.. this will be the last entry that consist of wanking and testicles....




and she broke up with me cause i'm spending too much time on other things and not her...~

So I managed to get a grip at 6:47 AM

Thursday, January 27, 2005

I'm Fatigued...~

I've been going Climbing on Tuesday and Wednesday, and i still can't prove that as Hardcore...~ heh, well, it isn't anyways... But it was sure "fun" hearing someone who's actually dissing you, rite in front of you, but he doesn't noe ur name and he doesn't even noe that the person he's dissing was me...~ heh, evidently, he's gonna find out that it was me though...~ but all i gotta do is to prove him wrong.. but.. heh.. tough luck ah 'Ash...

must go WAnk Wank wAnK... will keeping semen in ur testicles bring u down? as in.. increase weight or make u tire easily or something...~

And i just found out that inspiration is the key that unlocks every mind...~ Came up with something very exciting...~ heh....

"Trust your spirit, and your spirit will Thrust you"

aren't I right?

Getting emotional with Peter Pan - Mungkin Nanti... blardy indons got so much exposure and talent...~ moments like this, i'd be thinkin of her...~

So I managed to get a grip at 5:59 AM

Sunday, January 23, 2005

Saturday and Sunday, was rockmaster X... yeehaw

got into Under 19, but not looking good...~ cause haha hafta admit, i was lucky...~

:P

what I dun understand about is the novice category... there some complications ah..~ so, i'll explain later.. gotta go..~

So I managed to get a grip at 9:24 PM

Friday, January 21, 2005

Ouwkay so i Sinned on a very Holy Day by not going for both AidilAdha Prayers and Friday Prayers...

Cause something came up and i really need to nail it down tight~! heh, you wouldn't want that to happen rite?

So yah, it took from 1pm - 7.30pm to record everything nicely. (...well not that nicely...) And yah.. it's not completed yet ah cause one instrument's not here in my house.. so.. yah...

dunnoe what i'm talking about? click here and redeem yourself thru ur delicate ears. wahahaha... (... be forewarned... it's not completed and not mastered really well.. so yah.. )

hahaha yeap.. I made a song... For Socks that is... Inspiration is the key~! It Drives me~!

So I managed to get a grip at 3:30 AM

Thursday, January 20, 2005

On Wednesday, I flashed through my AutoCAD test. Yeay. then i rushed off to work at Alvrons. My First studio-cum-store keeper experience, Certainly the best. For once i'm doing what i like wch has something to do with Music. thank God. And at night, Soul'D Out came to play and fuuuuuuuuuckin hell they Funk their tunes up pretty tight~! That reminds me to ask Rizal Indon to get a saxophonist too... And i got my 1st Cheque~!it's UOB, but can i deposit it and let it appear in my POSBank book? hehe.. help.

On Thursday, My spirit's down, and i got 18/30 for Maths. So much for not studying aye...~ hahaha Competition's this Saturday and Sunday and i dun feel like competing for U-19. so yah, got my inspiration abit, and nobody's home...~ i'm home alone til Sunday afternoon.. yeehaaaww..



wanna party?

So I managed to get a grip at 5:08 PM

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Time.
Some time off.
Came too late.
times together.
Spent some time alone.
Time.

Think, shitfuck, THINK...

So I managed to get a grip at 8:11 AM

Sunday, January 16, 2005

I NEED INSPIRATION